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True Story...

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True Story...

Seven months... I don't think I've ever been so happy during my time that I spent with you. But when I woke up one normal summer day, my phone had a message on it from you. It said we needed to talk, so I responded. Moments later I recieved an answer, "I'm breaking up with you... Bye" That was it, not a word more, not a word less.

My entire world suddenly crumbled around me, my heart shattered into a million tiny pieces. I locked myself in my room for the rest of the day, hidden beneath the blankets of my bed. I cried for three days and was stuck in depression for the rest of summer...

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When school began once again I saw you in the crowded halls, acting like nothing ever happened, like you didn't care anymore. However, my sadness grew into regret. I came to realize I wasted those seven months with you. You told me we could still be friends. Why would I want to be friends with you? After you broke my heart through a text! Leaving me alone in absolute despair and moved on like it was nothing! I didn't want anything to do with you at all.

Some time passed. I started talking to you again, yet I did not accept your friendship. Then you began to show feelings towards another girl, one of my closest friends! I began to feel angry and even slightly jealous. I tried to push the feelings away, but I just couldn't. The jealously slowly faded over time but never completely disappeared.

Time went on some more. We are suddenly friends again. We're talking, laughing and joking like all friends do. It's like we never were in a relationship. Yet, I had a strange feeling within me. It was a horrible thought. I was beginning to fall for you all over again! I didn't want to be "Just friends"! I wanted to be more than that! I wanted us to be together again!

These feelings began to grow stronger and stronger. I wanted you back! But I feel like I am too late. I see you around one of my friends constantly. A friend I have know since elementary school. When I see you to hug, I want to throw up. Why are you with her and not me?! What does she have that I don't?! She is not right for you like I am! You don't do the same things, play the same games, or listen to the same music! Neither of you have anything in common! It doesn't make sense at all!

I want to scream at you for what you're doing! I want to speak my feelings and thoughts but every time I try I cannot. The words get stuck in my throat and I jump to change the subject.

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You hugged me today... I didn't want to let go. I missed having you this close to me. For seven months I missed this feeling I don't want to lose it again...
This story is entirely true... this is currently going on in my life to me......

I know this is a sad note for me to come back on but I've been busy and had a tiny bit of free time and felt this absolutely had to be written...

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sailormoon118's avatar
This is an amazing heartfelt piece! and pretty much how i would feel if my boyfriend broke up with me, except we've been together for three years. I'm so sorry for you, on the upside as I have found emotional turmoil is great writing inspiration! Keep writing and don't give up hope!